RedBlueThoughts

I did’nt go to Pangasinan. Yup. I just stayed in my condominium for two days and never left. Why? I don’t know. Maybe I’m just procrastinating or probably I’m too lazy to get up from my bed. The mere thought that I’ll be traversing 5 hours of road makes me just…too…lazy.

What’s the real reason? Well, Anna has just had a change of mind. She now says that she’s amenable to get married (again!). She now says that if the Church will tell her to marry, she will abide.

This is not interesting news for me. Its not lovely neither. I don’t want to marry someone who constantly changes her mind. I also don’t need someone whom I cannot trust. What if she suddenly stabs me in the middle of the night? Or, chokes me with a pillow? I cannot trust somebody who does these things.

These are confusing times. I want to marry, yes. But, I cannot, for the love of God, be with someone as crazy, fickled minded and confusing as this girl.