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Jan 23 2007

Why do I Love Her?

Published by RedBlueThoughts at 7:36 am under Uncategorized Edit This

anna.jpgThis morning, I don’t know but I suddenly had this thought. I questioned myself. Why do I love her?

Do I love her because I don’t have anybody now? No. I can always court someone if I want to, right? Do I love her because she’s sweet and kind to me? No,everyday she sends me rude messages and she’s always angry with me.

Do I love because I’m just bored now and I want some diversion so to speak from the challenges or stresses of life? No, I can always go to bars and enjoy myself to death, right?

Do I love her because of the sex? No, why would i travel 300 kilometers just for this damned sex thing? Am I am idiot? I can always get it from here in Makati.

Do I love her because I get a thrill out of this boring existence? Probably. I love to travel long distances. Maybe its the adventure of going to the provinces, alone, that gets my thrill.

Nah. Seriously,

I love her because I don’t envision myself living without her. I love her because everyday I populate my mind with thoughts about her. I worry about where she is, what’s she’s doing, is she okey. I’m paranoid man, and I just can’t help it.

I love her because I see her in my dreams, in all my plans. I suspend all future plans just for her. I’m supposed to go abroad again but because of this problem and our marriage in suspension, I shelved everything. I’m willing to wait for her.

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